Mixed feelings.

Pertama-tamanya,

Eid Mubarak!

Taqabbalallahu minna wa minkum.

Kullu ‘am wa antum bi khair.

Zahidah mohon maaf atas semua salah dan silap, yang dengan sengaja atau tidak, moga Allah ampunkan kita semua. Moga istiqamah dan terus bermujahadah!

Keduanya,

I don't know how to describe these feelings I'm experiencing. There are mixed feelings of happiness, touched, inspired, awed, etcetera etcetera. At times my stomach feels like churning, or to put in a beautiful way, I've got butterflies in my stomach. Fluttered, that is. I can't explain it, really.

Yes, I'm falling in love.
But no, it's not like what you might be thinking.

All that I know is I just want to be a better me.
A better muslimah.

Finally, I found the turning point where I can let go, sincerely, with all my heart. InshaAllah.
Sayonara jahiliyyah.

Sungguh lah.
Allah yang menggerakkan hati,
yang lain-lain cuma jadi penyebab.

SubhanAllah.
Maha Suci Allah yang menciptakan semua perasaan manusia.
Sungguh Dia lah Al-Khaliq Yang Maha Pencipta.

Semoga Allah redha,
semoga Allah redha.